Smoking Hot

Today it is so smoking hot I can feel myself slowing but surely melting. I just spent 2 wks in Perth and it was hot there...today we are rivalling that heat believe me!



This morning I mowed the lawns at like 9am which was right before it got hot. Not that there was much to mow its been so dry but I just wanted to tidy it up. I spent a couple hours in the garden too weeding and stuff until it got way too hot to be anywhere outside. And after watching a movie over lunch I went out again just to make sure it was still hot lol (it was!).

Planning a trip to the river with a friend/neighbour and her little girls later on. It was freezing the other day when we were there but today I somehow think it won't be so bad haha.



So I'm still waiting for AF to come. Its 11 dpo which is when I normally start the spotting then the next day its all on. I havent' had any cramps as yet which is a little unusual but been gassy as ever so I'm confident she's coming. Then operation baby making starts again coupled with operation find out what the hell is going on.



No I still haven't told the fella about the tests yet. I will once AF comes and I have my first blood test.



My friend is due anyday now. I've mentioned her before. I am trying very hard to get over myself. I've also been invited to another friends shower which I can't make as I have a wedding. I am a bit sad I can't make it but also a tiny bit relieved. I will send her a gift of course....I'm not that bitter infact bitter isn't even the word I would use really. I just want to part of club. Its like everyone else going to a party and you not being invited...that's how it feels.



WOW! I am so using that next time I try to explain myself..lol.



Right am off now to make foccacia (or however you spell that bread) for dinner.



xx