Lil lonely

You know that saying how you can be in a room full of people yet still feel totally alone? 

That's me right now. 

Generally I'm ok but then times like right now I feel totally lost and like part of me is missing. 

I feel like I'm functioning on auto pilot and in the back of my mind is this constant wondering about the Fella and what he's up to, how he is etc. 

I tell ya this time away has really put the sharps up my butt that's for sure. I'm definitely missing having a chat, him giving me stick and trying to make me grumpy and the like. 

I just miss him like mad. And I love him. Oh how I love him.